"That'll make one of us... though it doesn't take much for me to lose sleep." It's a pretty pathetic attempt at a joke, coming from someone who looks like she hasn't slept in decades. Jade can't even laugh at her own expense, her chest hurting.

But I don't deserve you.

I don't deserve fucking anything.

"Nng." Jade grunts, running a hand down the side of her face, as if digging her fingers into her skull could claw and scrape such thoughts out.