"It seems she is doing better than I am." Which made him feel guilty considering it had been worse for her than it had been for him.

Rubbing a hand over his face, he closed his eyes as he tried to take comfort from the touch. "I was there. I went into the same quest and I was different, I was a worse version of myself. I came across them, I fought the other two in an attempt to save her...and I watched her..."

He had watched Sky die right in front of him. Even if it had been a clone of her, he couldn't get rid of the image in his mind.