[The best way to avoid heresy is to avoid thinking, duh. A small mind harbors no doubts, says our Chaplain! It is something Gadriel struggles with.]

I am not complaining. I am [Come on, Gadriel, you can find fancy language for this.] merely expressing my distaste for having to possibly be doing the work of Chaos. [Just expressing it in the most petulant way possible.]

Then I will take the dangerous ones. [Because he gets kind of homesick if someone isn't trying to kill him every other day or so. New plan: speedrun this place, find the mysterious leaders, and beat them with their own limbs till they return him to his home. Flawless. ] Others get out of here after months? I shall best that.